Mysterious Me

Mysterious me.
Whom closes his eyes
and blindly foresees.
A truth, a reason
a need to disagree.
With hunger of love
and thirst to be free.

But why so deeply
and complex must I go?
Lost into myself
far inside a dark tunnel,
waiting for the light to flash.
And how much of me
is my subconscious unknown?
searching for a spark
wishing my mind
to be blown.

What a big fear I have
of not knowing who I am,
unaware of destinations,
and socially puzzled.
What a great realm
of blissful information
trapped in my head
that if only I could understand
would than receive
true guidance.

Maybe the why
is too superficial
Maybe the why
is too rational.
The questions I need
are the ones that can inspire.
A passionate fire
A red rose to bloom.

Thought Vomit

Smile at the world
cuz the world smiles back
and hug all your friend
cuz they also want some love
Just open your eyes
to see that the darkness inside you
is there for a reason.
To contrast enlightenment
to unlock deep secrets

Oh please, just take a deep breath
your running too fast
to climb the next step.
You could easily trip
and rip out the effort applied,
ignore how you've been denied

But hey, aren't we all just a bag of shit?
trying to convince other of what you barely know?
I sure am and that's why I'm saying
you should take it slow.

It's all mysterious
it's all unknown
it makes us curious
and our minds are blown.
It's so pretentious,
deeply self-conscience,
inexplicable,
and very obnoxious

Oh, the love in life
and confusion of emotions
all so common
but so complex